"Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away."

This is probably one of the hardest posts I have had to write. When they say, "Life is a journey" they mean it! Life is full of beautiful moments and sad moments, and this has been a very sad time in our lives. For those of you who don't know what's going on with us, I am finally able to share with you that Zach has asked me for a divorce. I wish I had an explanation for this sudden move on his part, but I do not. He can't even explain it to me. He feels that he can no longer try to be the husband I need or want. He feels that in 20 years we will not have anything in common and it's best if we go our separate ways now. Now, this being said I am far from perfect. I admit my faults and it takes two people to make a marriage work. But the two people who made that commitment to one another have to be willing to do the work. I have asked to seek counseling together and this has been rejected over and over again. I myself am in counseling and I am working on myself so I can be the best mother to my three beautiful children, they are what matter most to me! I do not want this to reflect poorly on Zach. He is entitled to his feelings and his beliefs. I have loved him since the day I met him and I love him now. We share 3 beautiful kids together and for that I am forever grateful to him. Please continue to pray for our family, as we are faced with some very real and difficult times ahead.